How to remember focused element on lazyRow when it is not focused? Jetpack compose android

Question

I would like to make lazyColumn with lazy rows which will be scrolled separately. Also one element would have focus with scrolling. but when I would change focus on other row I would like to remember position of focused element before, and come back to it(like video segments on YouTube TV) is it possible?

I am trying to use remember value but it take index of focused element in other row.